arienettelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 18...18 like me! i have to christen this new diary with some lyrics since my old one had well alot of them. YAY! i love this song it makes me sad... bright eyes - if winter ends i dreamt of a fever one that would cure me of this cold winter set heart with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons as to carry on into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow but i swear that i would follow anything just get me out of here but you get 6 months to adapt and you get 2 more to leave town and in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around but i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but i know that that's impossible now and so i drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories cuz i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight i give myself 3 days to feel better or else i swear i'm driving off a fucking cliff cuz if i can't learn to make myself feel better how can i expect anyone else to give a shit? and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow because i swear that i'm dying slowly, but it's happening and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there... and lie to me and say it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright 10:58 a.m. - 2003-01-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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