arienettelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- danger ehren! i didn't go to school yesterday. i didn't go to school today. i just....don't have a desire to. at all. it's bad. it might have something to do with the fact that recently, the idea of graduating from college just hasn't sounded too appealing to me. i'm not looking forward to entering that "real world" thing. of course...by dropping out of college, then i guess i'd meet the real world even quicker. so basically....i'm screwed either way. spending all this money on college just feels pointless when i doubt it will get me anywhere. maybe i'll get an alright job (if i can ever decide what the fuck i wanna do), but i sure as hell won't be happy. i feel like i'm having a midlife crisis. at fucking 18. how sad. i think...this summer...i just need to do some crazy shit. have fun for once. we are SO going to canada for warped!!! :) and then we're gonna go in new jersey too. that's enough to look forward to right now, i suppose. i woke up this morning, decided i wasn't going to school, told my mom i didn't feel well (which was true) and then went back to sleep. i didn't wake up till noon. then....i tried to work out my schedule for next semester. i picked up my brother, went to highland, returned this thing for my mom at staples, and then the boys wanted to go to the mall. i bought the jackass movie and the first ataris cd. when i got home, i watched jackass. twice. once with the commentary, once without. i love ehren mcaaghagfhall (i have no freakin idea how to spell his last name, it's pronounced like mcgeehee) and dave england. anyway....i fucking love that movie. except, i still can't watch the papercuts part. ouch!! after that...i watched american idol. clay did alright. nothing stellar, but i think he's safe since carmen sucked horribly, and kim caldwell wasn't so good either. they should be the bottom 2. mmm.... i just realized my sources and proposal for my research paper are due monday. oops. i only have one source, and it's really fucked up, with no good information. and i have an exploring the universe test on friday. that's never a good thing... i should probably go do something productive.....PEACE! the truth is you could slit my throat taking back sunday - you're so last summer 9:53 p.m. - 2003-04-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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