arienettelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the songs that describe me? simple plan - perfect hey dad look at me think back and talk to me did i grow up according to plan? and do you think i'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? but it hurts when you disapprove all along and now i try hard to make it i just want to make you proud i'm never gonna be good enough for you i can't pretend that i'm all right and you can't change me cuz we lost it all nothing lasts for ever i'm sorry i can't be perfect now it's just too late and we can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect i try not to think about the pain i feel inside did you know you used to be my hero? all the days you spent with me now seem so far away and it feels like you don't care anymore and now i try hard to make it i just want to make you proud i'm never gonna be good enough for you i can't stand another fight and nothing's alright cuz we lost it all nothing lasts for ever i'm sorry i can't be perfect now it's just too late and we can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect nothing's gonna change the things that you said nothing's gonna make this right again please don't turn your back i can't believe it's hard just to talk to you but you don't understand cuz we lost it all nothing lasts for ever i'm sorry i can't be perfect now it's just too late and we can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect simple plan - i'm just a kid i woke up it was 7, waited til 11 just to figure out that no one would call i think i�ve got a lot of friends but i don't hear from them what's another night all alone when you're spending everyday on your own and here it goes i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare i'm just a kid, i know that its not fair nobody cares cuz i'm alone and the world is having more fun than me and maybe when the night is dead i�ll crawl into my bed i�m staring at these 4 walls again i'll try to think about the last time i had good time everyone's got somewhere to go and they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare i'm just a kid, i know that its not fair nobody cares cuz i'm alone and the world is having more fun than me what the fuck is wrong with me? don�t fit in with anybody how did this happen to me? wide awake i'm bored and i can't fall asleep and every night is the worst night ever i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare i'm just a kid, i know that its not fair nobody cares cuz i'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare i'm just a kid, i know that its not fair nobody cares cuz i'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world nobody cares cuz i'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight i'm all alone tonight nobody cares tonight cuz i�m just a kid tonight oh wow....those were pretty stupid and um...SOPHOMORIC! that was a vocab word...these songs are starting to grow on me though...here's the good one!!! bright eyes - nothing gets crossed out well the future's got me worried such awful thoughts my head's a carousel of pictures the spinning never stops i just want someone to walk in front and i'll follow the leader like when i fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush started carrying her books and doing lots of drugs i almost forgot who i was but came to my senses now i'm trying to be assertive i'm making plans wanna rise to the occasion yeah meet all their demands but all i do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers yeah i know i should be brave but i'm just too afraid of all this change and it's too hard to focus through all this doubt i keep making these to-do lists but nothing gets crossed out working on the record seems pointless now when the world ends who's gonna hear it? but i'm trying to take some comfort in written words yeah, tim, i heard your album and it's better than good when you get off tour i think we should hang and black out together cuz i've been feeling sentimental for days gone by all the summers singing, drinking, laughing wasting our time remember all the songs and the way we smiled in those basements made of music but now i've got to crawl to get anywhere at all i'm not as strong as i thought so when i'm lost in a crowd i hope that you'll pick me out how i long to be found the grass grew high, i laid down now i wait for a hand to lift me up, help me stand i've been laying so low don't wanna lay here no more don't wanna lay here no more but if everything that happens is supposed to be and it's all predetermined can't change your destiny i guess i'll just keep moving someday maybe i'll get to where i'm going :) goodnite for real now! 12:45 a.m. - 2003-01-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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